My Life
I have to apologize to all those who became so intensely wrapped in my writing but I have stripped myself of such a Title As a Submissive. All my life I have been angel. I have been strong, unyielding strength found deep within.. But I cannot be strong all the time. Superman needs help too!
If you should so call me An Angel asmost believe me to truly be one. If any have hit the earth they believe I am one of them. Then you should see me as this.
Dark shifting form of man. Two torn and tattered wings. Strength sapped from every whimb of his body. He lay there prone looking at the sky from whence he came. Knocked down it is time to feel humanity not just give it to others. No longer to feel strong and hold others high above you. But to be held. To feel the embrace of life you must make a life from your own to be held in. You must find what and who you are before you have the love and strength to give to another. For if you don't know who you are. If you don't know what your life is... How can you support someone else when you have no foundry of your own.
Yes I believe I have been stripped of my wings. No I will not stop being there for people. But in a helpful manner. I will no longer be the soul burden of anyone's life. And I have one person to thank for opening my eyes.
If I never post again I want it to always be known. Natosha... you taught me a lot about myself even if you consider yourself selfish and blind. Zack... You have done for me... What no other has. You have looked into me without seeing me with lustful eyes. You have placed your hands around my heart and restarted for the first time. You have unraveled the puzzle inside... Taken it completely apart and demanded it be put back together the right way.... My way. Thank you.. I love you both.
Angel
If you should so call me An Angel asmost believe me to truly be one. If any have hit the earth they believe I am one of them. Then you should see me as this.
Dark shifting form of man. Two torn and tattered wings. Strength sapped from every whimb of his body. He lay there prone looking at the sky from whence he came. Knocked down it is time to feel humanity not just give it to others. No longer to feel strong and hold others high above you. But to be held. To feel the embrace of life you must make a life from your own to be held in. You must find what and who you are before you have the love and strength to give to another. For if you don't know who you are. If you don't know what your life is... How can you support someone else when you have no foundry of your own.
Yes I believe I have been stripped of my wings. No I will not stop being there for people. But in a helpful manner. I will no longer be the soul burden of anyone's life. And I have one person to thank for opening my eyes.
If I never post again I want it to always be known. Natosha... you taught me a lot about myself even if you consider yourself selfish and blind. Zack... You have done for me... What no other has. You have looked into me without seeing me with lustful eyes. You have placed your hands around my heart and restarted for the first time. You have unraveled the puzzle inside... Taken it completely apart and demanded it be put back together the right way.... My way. Thank you.. I love you both.
Angel
posted by Angel at 9:24 PM
2 Comments:
Oh!! i just want to hug You forever and ever and never let You go!!!
i know things'll work out for You. You'll make them work because You'll do it Your way.
i think You should keep writing. maybe not here, but Y'know, Your own person writing, poems and stuff. i like what You write. it's got that 'truthful experience' to it and that makes it all the better.
i'm glad i got the chance to know You, things can only get better from here. ^_^
I see you now for who you are not what I wanted you to be for me. I don't see you as "an" angel anymore but as a true feeling person who seeks truth and knowledge as I am doing now. I love you and will always love you as a friend. I hope one day we can meet again on a different level. Stay close and keep writing out your thoughts, as Zackery stated. I believe you can do anything you set your mind to on your own terms. Not mine..not anyone else's. Yours.
No one should hold you down from that..and as again...ahem..zack stated..it Will get better from here. Hugs you close to my heart.
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